http://sanityrain.buddyslim.com My thoughts on the struggles of life with a side of weightloss, hold the sugar. Mon, 05 Oct 2009 07:40:37 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en This website popped into my head this evening.  I realized I hadn’t been on in over a year.  I am now 26.  Same size.  I was reading over my blogs and the first one I wrote I mentioned how I didn’t want to be this size by the time I ... http://sanityrain.buddyslim.com/2009/10/05/older-and-none-the-wiser/ I can’t even remember the last time I logged on.  I turned 25 this month.  I don’t want to be this size when I am 26… I joined a gym in August.  Haven’t been consistent but its definitely more exercise than I have gotten in a long time.  The groceries I ... http://sanityrain.buddyslim.com/2008/09/25/older-and-wiser/ I am heading out Sunday for a week.  I am a regional trainer and a new store is opening.  Its gonna be hard because there is no kitchen to cook your own meals.  The meals from our restaurant are free so we all just eat out from different places or ... http://sanityrain.buddyslim.com/2008/07/16/on-my-feet/ I have always been the “fat” friend.  It’s never been pointed out or said aloud…just known.  It has never been a big deal either.  I just have never had the typical friendships with girls that others may have had.  I never got to share clothes.  Shopping as a matter of ... http://sanityrain.buddyslim.com/2008/07/05/the-inner-me-vs-the-outer-me/ I have a best friend that I’ve had in my life since I was little.  HIS name is Drew.  We have always been inseparable.  Our teachers would say we were “attached at the hip.”  Our parents always wanted us to get together.  We would just laugh it off.  He is ... http://sanityrain.buddyslim.com/2008/07/03/my-mom/ My whole life I have been overweight.  With my height always adding to the "freak show," I was strangely NEVER uncomfortable.  I was never embarrassed.  I was never picked on.  I actually was voted most popular, class clown, most school spirited and Miss CHS. I was an all around student ... http://sanityrain.buddyslim.com/2008/06/27/uncomfortable/ i haven't weighed myself in awhile, and when i did it was 320 and i just know that i have gained since then.  3 has always been my lucky number, so i picked 333...i guess not so lucky weight wise :) i haven't logged on to here in a while either...i ... http://sanityrain.buddyslim.com/2008/06/25/to-my-one-friend-on-hererae/ its weird. i know exactly what i should and shouldn't be eating.  i know the exercises i need to do.  i know how many calories i need to burn to lose a pound.  most importantly, i know i WANT to lose weight.  i know how tired i don't want to ... http://sanityrain.buddyslim.com/2008/06/21/i-have-no-motivation/